epilogue by Grace Nichols:

"I have crossed an ocean
I have lost my tongue
from the root of my old one
a new one has sprung"


Staying Alive, real poems for unreal times(2002)

Friday, April 27, 2007

keje

i got the job. ni cite psal interview smlm. KIV dulu lah... though the pay is d**n good but... ada but nye... sile bca 'but' ngn nada org british sebut bersama2 mulutnye yg mcm itik...muahahhahahaaa.. ok, but tmpt nye jauh... abis nye sgt lah lewat. when i said lewat, means... 'lewat'. 6am??? itu plg lewat... amik ko. ye, mama xsilap, 6pagi. sni 6am dh trang bnderang, summer kn.

mama xkesah keje kt city centre tp blk lewat sbb ntah la... dr segi cost kot n time wasted kt jln raya tuhh.. nnt2 la pk. malas nk pk time tgh jiwa kaco otak serabut.



ujung winter


sriyes la... ni masa apply aritu sbb kwn ajak. ye la... jauh... ingt ada la teman klu keje jauh2 nih. skalik nye mama je yg g interview. hampess laaa... msa dpt email dipanggil interview, terkezut sbb xingt bile masa ma apply keje tuh. ye laa... apply lama dulu, before easter break.


mama ni btol mental la... dlm bus (sile bca cam org british sebut 'bus') tgh duduk tgk pmndngn luar smbil pk "uiissshhh...mcm mesia. xabis2 dok korek jln, construction sna-sni.." tbe2 hati mama tersentap n otak dok pk "rupe2nya, slama2 nih, surat n emails mama unt dibacakn pd pokpok xprnah sampai... aj pon xdpt pesanan mama. a letter to... 'heaven'?" air mata bergenang.

pokpok msa kecik


ngape tbe2 perasaan/pemikiran ni dtg? i have no idea. yg mama realised, mama rsa sgt2 sedey, and i feel like shutting the whole world behind me.



aj msa kecik


kena kuat, mama!!! pas interview, g campus yg kt city centre (campus kitorg merata2, pecah2, jauh2) pastu g merrion centre. hailaaa... the price of violins here... extortionate!!! qlty? klu mama beli gaks mau xkna lepuk ngn mr. gerald n miss chew, cikgu violin mama kt mesia. penat je la dorg ngajar, ye.

jln2 lg..... beli cokolat. hiksss... balik 'pengsan'---mama ni lembek, xmcm adik2 mama. itu pasal mama nt into sports. mama kagum btol org2 yg masok sports nih. energy dorg... perghhh!!! salute!

cepatla abis sume2...boley continue ngn dancing classes yg mama lama tinggalkn tuh.


ape mama wat kt sni?? nk update diri la kunun.


nnt2 la cite lg. keciwa laaa...


life goes on...

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