epilogue by Grace Nichols:

"I have crossed an ocean
I have lost my tongue
from the root of my old one
a new one has sprung"


Staying Alive, real poems for unreal times(2002)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

aliff najm

carik ape tu, nak?



motif gambar??


mak slalu la ckp... "tu lah kakak... dulu msa umo 21thn, mak sruh kawen xnak... 'dia' ajak pon kakak xnk. klu x sure dh ade ank"
rachel, kwn british mama tnye... "mama, dont you want to have children?"
thuy, flatmate mama msa 1st sem... "how many children do you want to have, ma?"

jwpn mama:
pd mak, "klu yong kawen, skrg ni jd janda???" kwang3x... (itu sudah history, ok) syukur.....
pd rachel, "ofcourse, i do, dear... i would love to have my own flesh and blood"
pd thuy, "2 or maybe 4... hehe.. but i would love to have more!!! but i'm scared.. what 'if' i cant have children?"


please dont read inbtwn lines lah... itu sume cite direct.


though people said "if you have 1 then you'll know..." mama still nak anak. tp, nk anak ye kna kawen dulu... duhh...

mama bile lagi? well..... ade jodoh, ade la...
seb baik mak ayah dah xpressure cam dulu. and mama sndrik pon dh lali la org dok kta mcm2.. ngn nista bagai... xbaik tau, mulot tu cabul...


ni yg dok tanye blog add. nih...
aliff najm atau aliff najmi, haaaa.... ni nama unt ank laki mama. hiksss..... berangan gitu. mama tau la... hakikatnye, klu ank lahir je, sure husband nk namakn ank, xde chance la mama nk bg nama nih. xkesah la... mama try unt fight!! atleast gune la najmi itew... bukan nugoumi, ye... ahaxsss... matikla kna sembur pasni.

najm
mmbawa maksud bintang dlm bahasa arab. pd mama, anak mama adlh bintang hati mama. mama plg suke bintang besides ape-saja-kaler-merah. kire plg2 suke lah... selain mknn juge... ahahahhahaaaaa..... off topic dh nih.

mama sbnanye suke both ank lelaki dn perempuan. xmemilih lah. sbb pd mama, dua2 adlh synergy to each other. tp klu girl boley mama dress-up kn, kasik accessorize bagai... haha... mama suke!!! nnt ada mini-me... yeayyy.. but xnk la itot prangai negative mamanye. BAHAYA!!!



amacam?? ada sama?? huhu.. mama pkai wig highlight purple+ijau lg!! peace bebeh



jgn ganggu mama nye ke'berangan'an nih... nnt... sabar2...


klu ank laki, hmmm... ajar etiquette, manners sama lah mcm ank pmpn. and mama berharap ank lelaki mama dpt jd leader, protector, asset, ank yg soleh bakal jd ketua keluarga dn dpt membimbing bkn shj isteri n ank2nye, tp mama skalik. hehe... nk jugak!!!!! bkn ape la kn... mama tgk, angah(adik laki mama) bagus siot... bdk2 ni biasa lebey pandai dr org tuenya kadang tuh.



hai lah anak....



haa.. dr kecik nk kna ajar cara berpakaian biler masok majlis. ni mmg mama particular sgt!!! ko klu nk pkai t-shirt collar bulat, jgn nk ngade masok majlis aku, ok. apa hengat ko ank 'sumbody' ko boley pakai suke hati??? nk g mna2 kna la tau 'dress code'. shirt/t yg ade collar tu better la weii... xmahal pon.
sorry...off topic lagi. matik laaa... kta xfocus...huhu...


ok... nape aliff? no reason lah... tp kan, aliff tu huruf 1st masa blaja muqaddam. haha... ape ntah kna mngena... tp ada la kot. he is the 1st son, najmi(my star) wlp atas2nye ada kakak pon. mcm ramei bno bunyiknye...

klu xdpt ank laki? ye nk wat camne... rezeki Allah yg beri. klu itu bkn unt mama, redha.


kesimpulannya, klu mama bertemu jodoh (ecehh...) and ade ank laki... ni la nama dia (mcm lah dh ade persetujuan..haha..) n klu nama ank mama jdik lain pon, bkn nama yg mama nak, ank mama tetap bintang hati mama. sume2 ank mama adlh bintang hati mama motif 8 bintang? 8 no 'ong' mama

bile ank mama dh besar, pandai baca nih... ketahuilah, mama sayang anak mama wlp masa mama wat entry nih, mama single mingle..huhu... xtau rupe bayang muke anak mama, xtau pon sape la papa mu, nak... eheh... kewujudan yg xpasti??
tak tau apa akn jd pd masa depan.....







Alhamdulillah... mama bersyukur umur mama dh 28 thn masih dpt mnikmati hidup. all senses yg Allah bg masih berfungsi dgn baik. tau ape itu sedey, gembira, marah, sayang, sume2 lah... sbb setengah dr kita, hidup tanpa dpt mnikmati kehidupan sbnar... and sum... mcm yg kt atas. sila lihat yg mama bulatkn tuh. gambar ni mama amik msa kt dlm st. nicholas cathedral, newcastle. motifnye... bbrapa hari lps bday mama. insaf...


pada na, cepat2lah dpt ank... hehe... akn ku spoil kn mereka..huahuahuaaa...

yg baru knal mama... maaf ye, mama suke brangan...hikss xkuor modal pon. n xsusahkn sape2. please forgive me that i'm taking your precious time reading this 'angan2'.

gitulah kaedahnye...



mudah2an umur/hidup kita sume diberkatiNya. amin....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

uiksSs????

cepatnye berubahhh!! pg td ku bace lain. ptg ni sudah jd lain.

byk benooo mase kamu ye, kak younch?