epilogue by Grace Nichols:

"I have crossed an ocean
I have lost my tongue
from the root of my old one
a new one has sprung"


Staying Alive, real poems for unreal times(2002)

Sunday, June 10, 2007

sam balik norway


subhanallah... cantik sangat masa sun rise, lebey lawa dari dalam gambar.


pagi tadik, kol 0600, taxi datang unt bawak sam ke train station. sam akan datang sambung masters january tahun depan, xjadik september ni as planned--maknye perlukan dia unt handle biz.


can u believe, ini budak xsiap packing, went out the whole evening n balik kol 0300+am n taxi akan datang kol 0600am


since malam td tido 2jam je before tolong sam packing... maka lepas bye2 sam kat top gate, mama masok bilik nak tido. tapi mata xleh lelap. so, mama baca 'Memoirs of a Geisha' by Arthur Golden. tengah syok2 baca, leena dok jerit.. mama pelek ngape.. leena datang bilik, rupe2nya leena akan balik mesia next week... i mean this coming week. akbal akan balik france wed ni. mama tinggal sorang2 lagik...



sam merapek je tu, tp they listen attentively



hmm... lepas baca 2 chapter, mama terlelap. terjaga lepas 3 jam tido. mama dok carik kot klu latest naruto ngan bleach ade... tp blom lagik. cume manga je. xpe laaa... atleast something. lepas dah abis tuh, xtau nak wat ape.. nak baca buku tadik, macam xde mood. sebab lapor, mama masak2 and makan.

skali nye teringat anime fullmetal alchemist. mama pon google lah. hohoho... yes!!! maybe mama dah ketinggalan, but ni sambungan yang dari lepas si Edward ke the other world behind the 'gate', Al laks dapat badannya semula tapi langsung xingat pape melainkan masa dorg berdua cube wat human transmutation untuk hidupkan mak dorang balik.




well, klu korang blom tengok part 1 memang korang xpaham lah sambungan nih (the conqueror of shamballa), as dia kejap gi kat dunia alchemists (dunia Edward+Al dulu) and nanti tibe2 dia ke dunia Edward sekarang, behind the 'gate' with same physical appearance and name but different character kat dunia tuh.

well... mama xbrape suke lah jalan cite dia and ending dia. tapi mama faham ngape Al follow Edward, i mean memang terang2 dia cakap "i want to see things with you..." as itulah perasaan mama sekarang.

mama malas nak jalan2 tour europe atau ke mana2. though amik gambo and upload, send ke mak unt mak tgk xsama ngan ade sama2 ngan mak and adik. ok2... mama xrealistic, xberpijak di bumi nyata, but... how i wish i can go home now. why should i wait for the graduation ceremony if mom can't be here with me to see me wearing "jubah" (bak kata mak). i don't feel like attending the ceremony even eman akan datang. mbah pon dah xde untuk tengok mama dapat degree. anak2 pon dah xde untuk mama show gambar mama.

i feel lost. am sad. hurt.

1 tahun xlama, tapi macam2 berlaku. mereka 'pergi'..... they'll never come back.



Qistina

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