epilogue by Grace Nichols:

"I have crossed an ocean
I have lost my tongue
from the root of my old one
a new one has sprung"


Staying Alive, real poems for unreal times(2002)

Friday, May 1, 2009

oh-ohh

think am leading to develop brain damage as mentioned by Dawindar few months back.


dolu2... asal abis opis hour, my brain will automatically started to shut itself to allow my body to rest. mata pon ala2 nak tutup gittew.
this few weeks........ my brain can't stop processing things yang ada kat dalam, won't allow my body to stop though physically am exhausted jalan pon senget slow siap langgar orang lagik. it's like "still boley buat lagi keje ni...."

i commute back from the office and still, my brain dok pk macam2 issue. siap bagi options to choices. sampai 1 tahap, i feel like it's gonna explode!!! seriously!!! rasa nak scream, ok.
by the time i get off the train, abis ku langgar sume orang (dah jalan senget, kan). otak ni kata..."sikit lagik... Angah tunggu kat luar. my goal is to reach keta and balik umah."


damn!!! am the 1 who's supposed to control my brain!!!

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