gloomy

mesia sekarang kejap hujan yang hamat lebat, kejap panas yang sangat terik.

kadang2, mama dok ter'pk'..... klu lah ada seawal pagi ni, hujan yang super lebat nih x berenti langsung... pastu sistem saliran air kat kl failed... jangan kata macam jadik kat area PWTC aritu je... tros 1 KL banjir........ waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!! sure happening, kan! tros isytihar darurat x untuk aritu? ye laaaa..... camne nak gi keje... train pon pasti ada probs (sedangkan ujan sikit pon dah prob).

mama juge ter'pk' kalaulah tibe2 company mama bankcrupt, x pon ada serangan kat bangunan opis mama..... haaaaaaa..... agak2 dapat pampasan x?


huahuahuaaaaaaa.... abaikan pikiran mama yang gile n wild. that's me. (ye, kadang2 mama x pk consequences pada orang---self centered & selfish sungguh)



seseorang telah officially tender her resignation.


i was so upset few days back made me automatically de-motivated, loss segala perasaan kat dalam diri ni untuk wat keje. tros susun barang sume, clean drive sume... chiaooo. sriyes time tu, mama btol2 rasa nak bunuh orang.

MMS dr Na sedang mama upset aritu..... thanx sis; Na wat kakak mu senyum, tros tukar mood
(timing baek punye...cam telepathy laks)

lately, i'll just keep my mouth shut, keep things to myself and sentiasa pujuk diri... "sikit lagi... tahan sikit lagi..."
hoilaaaa... jangan kata mama kuat, orang keliling sakit, mama still maintain. no baby, NO!!! rasa nak pitam dah ok. gland kat leher pon dah start bengkak. idung darah.
bukan minta simpati, tapi..... menyatakan hakikat yang am not as strong as you see, physically. do comes to work walaupon x larat (cam ade orang tuh, suke beno MC). alaaaaa... bukannya x leh bangun pon, kan. sebab mama punye prinsip... too many MCs wont be good for my record!!!!! ~sape2 terasa sori la ek. cukuplah tahun lepas 2x hospitalized, 3x MC. banyak tuh!!!!!

x sah klu dok jepon x de Doraemon

semalam pagi2 dapat txt dari kakFar. hahaaaaa...soklannya sangat klakar, ok. ngan pala otak yang off sket, mama harap jawapan mama tuh boleh dipakai.


mama telah menjadik sangat2 anti-sosial sejak kebelakangan nih (bukan selama ni pon anti-sosial, kah?) dan mama telah transformed kepada seorang individu yang sangat2 terok. mohon ampun dan maaf kepada family, sahabat dan rakan2. mama akan improve diri mama dan akan keep in touch ngan sume. ~i know and aware, i said this before, yet it's hard to keep and fulfill my own words.
mama jarang jumpe Baya and Angah walaupon serumah. sad, huh...


kepada buah hati pengarang jantung, Muhammad Al-Fateh, mama younch doakan semoga cepat sembuh. Fateh kena kuat!!! cam mama younch (muahahahhahahaaaaaaa...) pastu nanti kita gi jalan2.


to my dear Leena, Get Well Soon.....






and this is what it says for my (today) horoscope:
You are feeling drained of energy. Spend some time and money on yourself for a change. Get out for a massage, spa treatment, salon or simply take a long drive to clear your mind. You need a break from the daily grind. A small break is all you can afford right now.

110% TRUE.



~nak gi tune G string. malam tadik tune sume tapi still can't managed to tune G.