oh God,
i love him so very much

LOVE HURTS.

i've been so clueless
all this while

"why am i being ignored?"

was always in my mind

so pathetic
that
i cried silently
all alone
by myself
keep struggling
to keep it out of my mind



jolted
as it strike
doubled up to the pain
i've already had
another loss
i couldn't bear
for the love i've longed
only to realize
it has disappeared

STOP

this is MY LIFE

there's so much more
to see
to feel
to reach
to experience
TO LOVE

torturing myself is not gonna change anything!

it's still shaking
but i have to move on
a step at a time
i have to be patient




i'll paint my path
with colours
brighter
with same techniques
using hues that i love
only
with more confident strokes
and wise







~~i am grateful to be granted a chance to live in this world
with LOVE
HAPPINESS and SADNESS
i learnt to appreciate
every single breathe that i take
every single person that i've met
God, please give strength so i can walk
till the end~~